AARRGH!

I was so surprised this morning when I put a dress on Katherine that used to be rather big one her, was more like a mini skirt. I don't know how I forget that she gets taller every few weeks. duh. My mind has been elsewhere lately, I suppose.

I am really struggling right now. I have officially finished my certification course, passed the BIG exam, and fullfilled all other requrements. What is the struggle, you ask? I can't get seem to find a job. It is so frustrating to want to teach and not be able to do that. They told me to get certified in 4-8 and I would find a job with no problem. Well...that hasn't happened.

I have taken every avenue you can think of to find a job. I have stepped WAY outside my box in some cases. Nothing seems to work though. I know it seems early because school doesn't start until August 25ish. But with inservice and new teacher orientation, I have to have gotten a job last week.

At any rate, I hope that someone out there will see that I have the potential to be a good teacher. ... at least I think I'll be a good teacher. I guess this is what I get for not swallowing my pride and getting an education degree in college.

Truly, I'm not looking for solutions... just some space to vent my frustration. I am knocking on God's door with force. I hope he hears me soon.

Ok, little Ms. Whiny is done, more positive thoughts tomorrow.